Its been a while. I had to pull up my previous word vomit to see what would be the ideal leeway. Context may help.
I bought Mazzy Star ‘So Tonight That I Might See’ on vinyl. Currently listening to track 6. It’s super psychedelic and unfounded.
So why do we Rock?
It’s 2024. It’s been a while for pure self introspection. Difficult to introspect when you’re wrapped up in the little time that you thought you had.
Hope Sandoval. What a beautiful voice.
Before, this was an expression for me to come to terms with the demons that had poisoned me for so long. Those demons being the unrelenting misunderstanding with my true self.
Now, it is perhaps quite peculiar. There’s still a massive misunderstanding. But the self indulged pain is no longer there.
Those poems of lostness & complete ego centric delusion were rooted in naked awareness
I am no longer alone. A piece of my soul belongs to somebody else.
It pains her too. I hope it doesn’t weigh too much – as it has with me.
We are together and always.
Kindly,
thefoolwithinyou
the fool within me 